Time...

is flying by. I can't believe it's the middle of Febraury. Where did the month go?! I swear it started yesterday. I'm busier than I've ever been in my life. It's not all that fun. Monday thru Thursday my classes take up all my time. In the last week, in 3 days I was on campus for over 36 hours... mostly 12 hour days. Not exactly fun. Then I can only work the weekends which meant I worked all this weekend. 18.5 hours in three days, plus I worked today. I find it funny, today was a day off of school but it actually made me busier. I can't normally work on Monday's but since there was no school and everyone was out of town for the weekend, I got to be at work at 10.30 this morning. Completely unfair, I finally get the three-day weekend I've waited for so long, and I end up being busier than anyone I know on it. Meaning, I have been going for eight straight days. I'm starting to get sick. I'm just tired. This semester is going to take a lot out of me. My next day off is this coming Sunday... I plan on doing absolutely nothing.

So, while I should be reading for advertising or working on my script due Thursday, instead I have spent the last two hours either dressing up in random things, dancing around in my heels and putting on turquoise eye shadow. You know, sometimes, there is nothing more I want than to be completely and totally girly. I really feel at college it's not as easy to express yourself through style because people just look at you like "You really had that much time to get ready?" I purposely don't do my makeup before class because I look crazy if I walk up on campus with a full face of makeup... or I could get grouped in with those pesky soro-a-whores. No one wants that. So instead, I opt for a less effort look. Which is why I can't wait for reasons to really do my makeup. It's my cousin's 21st birthday this weekend, there is a dinner on Saturday. I think I may wear the turquoise shadow to that dinner. It's really bold. Also really gorgeous though. One of the best impulse buys I've had. I don't even know if you can buy the color anymore, but it's Cargo.. wow it's so old that the label is no longer readable so I can't even say what the color is called. I bought it senior year of high school just because I loved the color. Now it's fashionable, I love when stuff works that way.

I want to master a braid in my hair somehow for this weekend. They're so hippy retro. I think deep down I really am a flower child who is just all about love for everyone even thought it might seemed masked inside some angry bitch sometimes, ha. Honestly though, if I wouldn't be judged, I would love to wear loads of eyeliner/mascara with braids in my hair and leather headbands with some flowy top. Haha seriously, I should've been born earlier so I could've been around in the 60s/70s. That would've been awesome. Pull off the rocker/hippy vibe.

Cher totally would've been my inspiration. Just look at her pictures from the 60s/70s. I want to rock eyeliner like that, everyday. I know plastic surgery has made her look a tad crazy now and she's the diva to the gays... but wasn't she gorgeous?! I've always loved her, I even had a Sonny and Cher tape back in the day when tapes were cool.